saturday

I only took a short nap today.  Write that down in history, it may not repeat itself again.  After getting up earlier than usual for Amanda's and Kayla's lessons, I went to get brunch at the usual for a change.  I went inside today because I wanted something different and didn't want to eat at home.  I was just caught with cabin fever.  I haven't gone to many places this week so I didn't want to stay in the house.  Then I came home, bundled up some books to go to the used bookstore.  These are books I have read but didn't really like or I liked them okay, I just didn't want to keep them.  Then I picked up 4 new to me books.  I will read them over the next few days.  I have to return the library books too since I forgot last week.  They are now overdue.  Oops.  That is why I rarely go to the library because I tend to forget to return then on time.  Now I will owe money.  Ugh.  Oh well, they are only a few days overdue right now.  I will take care of that tomorrow on the way to Georgette's for a Michigan Music Association meeting.  I am looking forward to that.  I like meeting up with my fellow piano/voice teacher friends.  It makes for a nice evening.  The meeting is supposed to be for about an hour.  That is as long as they usually last.  I am not sure what I will do after that though.  I may stop by a friend's house and take her out for a bit.  She has been homebound since she had a bad car accident a month or so ago.  We shall see what our schedules are like!


I am counting down the days until tax season is over.  I am anxious to have my sewing corner in the family room.  I will be speaking to Darrin, my cousin, as he has shown interest in the shuffleboard that is in the way.  It takes up an entire wall that is needed for storage space.  I am going to move the bar stools into the indoor patio to take pictures of them and see if we can sell them.  They are also going because I am not putting up a bar in the family room again.  If Mom had done it after she finished the family room, that would be one thing, but since I want something different down there, they are history.  I have asked the Muglia girls to create some art work for the family room for me.  I don't get to see them this Monday, but a week from Monday.  I also have the little sewing machine for them.  I didn't have room in the car for it last time they had their lessons.  Too many hoodies were in the car for them.  I am hopeful that they liked some of them and the ones they don't like they donated.  There were a lot of sweatshirts and hoodies in there.


I get to pick up Lily from school this week.  On facebook, Ross commented that there was one day he needed to be out of town and Julie needed to be at her office so he wasn't sure how to get Lily home from school.  (there are no buses for her school - it's a private one)  So I called up and offered to take her home.  I take her home Thursday this week, which will work perfect since I teach until 1:30 and have nothing else to do the rest of the day so I am excited I get Lily for a short time.  I know it isn't long, but hey, I will take her when I can.  She is in 7th grade this year and boy is she growing fast.  It is hard to believe how fast time goes when I look at her.  She was just a tiny little girl when I first met her.  I first saw her as a baby, but then I saw her again when she was around 3ish.  She was this little blond doll.  Of course, she is still blond and a doll but one that is getting much taller than me!  Fortunately, I am still taller for now.  I don't stand next to her sister, Emily, as Emily is taller than me now.  I can't believe she graduates from high school in June.  Wasn't she just in my first grade music class?  That was how I met her.  I taught music at her school for a year.  That was the year I discovered that teaching in a classroom wasn't for me.  Way too many kids for me.  I like the one on one or two and one teaching much better although in the past I have had my students band together to become a choir and that was fine.  I have had them sing as a choir in Disney World twice, once in 1999 and the other in 2008.  It was great fun both times.  I would say though, that June in Disney is not my favorite time of year.  It rains too much.  It rained almost every day we were there in 2008 and Mom and I were soaked for most of the visit.  Yes, we had rain ponchos on but the arms of my scooter let more water down my back and into my shorts so I was rather soaked easily.  I now ride it without the arms and I find the rain poncho can do its job much better but it didn't occur to me then to take the arms off.  I got Mom the cutest pair of crocs while we were there.  They were the Maryjane style and a light pink.  She also had a Disney style dark pink pair of crocscrocs too.  I don't.  My feet are too wide for them so I gave all my pairs to Mom.  I only wore mine a few times, they just weren't that comfortable to me.  I am going to try a bigger size this summer.


It has been a good day.  I have medium pain today, which is good.  I have one more lesson in about 25 minutes so I am excited about that.  I do hope you are having a good day!

friday

I have come to the conclusion that no matter what I think the night before, if I don't have to be up early, I am not going to be.  I have tried to set an alarm, I turn it off and crawl back into bed the next morning.  The only time I don't do this is when I actually feel like I have had a good night's sleep and can function normal.  Outside of Thursdays, Saturdays, and once a month on a Monday, I don't have to get up at any certain time.  I can go to bed whenever and get up whenever so I am going to stop trying to get myself up early and then be angry at myself for staying in bed too long.  The bottom line is I don't get good sleep and I wake up every few hours to roll over because of pain and if I am on my left side, I can only last one hour on that side.  I can't really sleep on my back or stomach at all so it is only on the sides for me.  So from now on, no more of this I will get up early and then I will get more things done.  That isn't going to happen, I am not going to get up early to get more things done.  I know I won't so I need to relax on this.  If I have company, I will get up earlier but I will no longer try to comply with some family to get up with the sun and get things done.  It doesn't happen, so I am not going to beat myself up everyday for this.  Mom never cared what time I got up unless I had something I had to do at a certain time, then she helped me get up.  She was always like, get your rest if you sleep in longer you sleep in longer, no big deal.  So that is how I am going to be from now on.  I will get as much sleep as I possible can and that's that.

So it is not upsetting that I stayed in bed until 1:00 this afternoon.  I was up I think, literally, every hour last night from pain.  I think I got a few hours after about 6 am but before that I saw every hour.  On nights like this, I am so tired the next day, but I can't sleep anymore so I will just have to go to bed early. I do have to be up and ready for an 11 am lesson tomorrow.  I have 1 lesson at 11 am and another at 11:30 am.  I don't have another one until 6 pm Saturday night so if I need to, I can take a nap.  I love my lots of lessons days although I long for the days where I taught routinely 6 to 8 lessons a day.  I don't know if I could do that many right now, so I would settle for 4 to 6 lessons a day.  Oh, the good old days where the store was still around, and so was Mom.  Hmm, I miss those days a lot now.  I have some vacuuming to do tomorrow and Sunday.  Sunday is also a meeting with Michigan Music Association at 2 pm.  I like going to the meetings as they are fun and it is nice to be with adults for a while.  I love teaching but once in a while I need to speak to an actual adult about something other than their child.

Speaking of children, only Calli had her lesson today.  Acer was just not up to it.  Calli is starting the beginning of level 3 for her lesson book.  I need to find an easier arrangement of Canon in D for her.  All mine are level 4 and above so that is not good for the young lady.  She is growing up so fast.  She and her brother, like most of my students, are such delights to be around.  I really enjoy them both in and out of lessons.  Calli is now starting to sing the song "Candle on the Water".  I love that song.  I have so many that I am anxious for her to learn.  I want to be able to translate the new songs into braille for her so that she has all the words at the beginning of the song.  The way we do it before she Braille's it works for us, but I sometimes think maybe if I told her mom ahead of time what songs we were going to start that maybe having them already in braille would be better for her.  I don't know which way to go on this.

I have to pay some bills this weekend.  Boy, does it feel nice to be able to pay some bills.  On Sunday, I will sit done and figure out what to pay and when to pay it.  I am hoping to be able to squeeze out the installation of the carpet on the stairs to the family room this month.  I went to a carpet store and they gave me a name of an installer who will do it as a side job.  We are only talking about 6 stairs and I have both the carpet and the padding.  It would be nice to get this taken care of.

Next week is my birthday on Friday.  I have asked Heather B-T and family to stay after for lessons and have dinner to celebrate.  We are having a family get together on the 16th at my cousin, Darrin's house, but I wanted to do something on my actual birthday because it will be the first one without Mom.  I hope it is an okay day and not too many tears.  I mostly dread the day to tell the truth.  I am glad I won't be alone though.

I did go to Walmart for prescriptions and food as well as picking up the light bulbs at the hardware store.  I did forget to bring the entire handle of the toilet (it needs a screw because the outer part falls off all the time) so I will take care of that tomorrow.  I do hope this finds you doing well and enjoying your day, no matter what time you get out of bed!

busy busy day!!!!

I love how wonderful today was.  It was super busy for a change.  First up was the lovely Breanna's 2 lessons.  She takes piano and voice.  She is doing rather well.  Piano is a bit of a challenge for her and doesn't come as easy as the voice songs do, but overall, I am pleased with her progress.  After that, Katie came to practice with the accompanist for her audition Saturday for the scholarship.  When Katie was done practicing with Bea, Bea and I went to get a bite to eat.  We went to the usual, Tim Horton's.  It was great as usual.  We sat and chatted for about 45 minutes then headed back to my house for Rachel to come and rehearse with Bea.  Rachel did very well with her music.  I quickly then had to go for my 3 month check up for my tummy at Dr. T's office.  The appointment went quickly since it was just a check up.  I am doing very well on the medicine so no worries there!  I also have graduated up to a 6 month check up instead of 3 months with the understanding should any side effects happen I am to call right away.  I have never yet had any side effects from the medicine so I am not worried about it.  I am very pleased with this progress as I have been going every 3 months for about 3 years now.  Yeah!  The next appointment is in 6 months.  Such great news!

It will be a quiet evening for me.  I am not feeling especially tired like I was last night.  Last night I actually went to bed around 8 pm.  I was simply wiped out.  I don't know why, I just was.  I had a decent night sleep, I did get up once to take some more pain medicine, but other than that, it was a good night for a change.  I think tonight will be a regular night sleep.

Tomorrow I have to get some light bulbs as the kitchen and the dining room are out.  The problem?  I can't hold my arms up long enough to change them myself so my friend, Heather B-T is going to change them during the kids lessons.  Thank God for good friends!!!  It is rather embarrassing though to have to ask someone to change both the dining room and the kitchen light bulbs, thank goodness I don't mind a little embarrassment if it means I get them changed!  I have definitely discovered humility with Fibromyalgia and Arthritis.  I also have Bursitis in my shoulders, so basically, I am a mess.  What can I say???  When the lights in the kitchen blew at Christmas Annie was in town so she changed them.  Once again i was fortunate.  I am very blessed with friends that help me do things.

I am not sure what is for dinner tonight as I am not very hungry.  I need to clean out my crock pot because I am going to make a roast this weekend.  After it is finished I cut it up into several meals and freeze the extras.  It makes for several meals that way and boy are they yummy.  I do like using my crock pot a lot.  It makes cooking really easy.  Toss in and heat!  How hard is that?  Not very hard, even for me.

Pain level isn't too bad for a change.  It is nicer out than it has been so I am thankful for that.  Not as much pain in the warmer, but not too hot, weather.  My hips like the new medicine.  I can get out of chairs so much easier now.  I am very thankful for the new stuff.  I only wish the Savella worked too, but as I have less pain, over all it is better.  If only I could lift my arms!  Ugh, I guess I can't have everything!

I do hope this finds you doing well and having a less pain day too.  Spring may have finally sprung here in Michigan.

boy is it a better day

I am glad yesterday is over.  It ended on me breaking down (again!) around 11:30 when I was heading to bed.  I cried for another hour or so.  I don't usually have this issue, but with it being the little lady's birthday and all, I did expect it.  It is hard for me to believe how much I can miss one person and how big a hole in the heart and soul can be.  But it is true, my heart is so broken over this.  I think maybe if I had children of my own to take care of it would be different, but I doubt it.  I just miss her so much of the time.  It is all the little things not even the big things that I miss.

I have one lesson tonight, Charlie.  He plays the tenor saxophone and is doing very well.  I am pleased with his progress most of the time.  There is the rare time that he didn't practice enough or at all, but those are far apart, thank goodness.  He is also a drummer.  He is going to play a percussion piece at the spring concert in May.  I can't wait and I think my little student, Acer can't wait either.  Acer and Charlie get along so well.  It is quite nice to see the 16 year old with the 6 year old.  They are pals.

Katie and Rachel are audition this weekend for a scholarship.  It is a $500 scholarship.  I think both are ready.  I know Rachel is since she has sung both songs before.  Katie chose songs she has sung before to because we decided at the last minute she would audition.  Rachel's mom called me this morning because she couldn't find an accompanist for her.  I just found one for Katie so the same nice lady is going to do both.  I was slightly embarrassed though because when I called to let Bea know that Katie was doing it, she said she got Rachel's application.  Well, I had sent Rachel a cover sheet about it in email but I never gave her the application because they never sent me their address.  Rachel's mom must have called them for it.  But that is how I found out Rachel is also auditioning.  I am glad she is, but I wish I had known before I called so I wouldn't have been like, wow, really?  Cool.  So both girls will be here on Thursday to practice with Bea.  It should be lots of fun.

Not too much going on here.  I am absolutely exhausted from the meltdowns yesterday.  I plan to go to bed a bit early or take a nap, one of the two.  I should be doing some house work but I am just too tired to do it.  It is a nice and relaxing day so far, just on the tired side.  I don't have to be anywhere for a change, no doctors appointments or bloodtests or anything like that.  I do hope this finds you doing well.

Mom's birthday

Today is Momma's 77th birthday.  It is the first one I have every celebrated without her.  i don't think since I was born there has been a birthday of hers I have missed.  It has been a rough day, I would have to say.  Tears here and there.  I wish she were here.  I do realize she is better off since she doesn't have Alzheimer's anymore, but I still miss her terribly.  Last year we had two birthday parties for her.  The reason for the two is that I originally only planned one, but our friends couldn't come to the first one because most of them didn't have passports.  Well, because so many of them couldn't come I decided to have a separate party just for friends at our house.  It was a good choice.  We had the family party.  It was an open house but everyone stayed for pretty much the entire thing.  I was happy that almost the entire family was there and I know Mom was happy to see them.  She didn't speak much to them but that is normal for Mom, she just smiled and smiled which made me very happy.  She got some nice things too from the family.  The following Saturday, we had the cake and ice cream party for our friends.  Oh my, the living room was so full of our friends and neighbors it was unbelievable.  That made both me and Mom smile too.  It was such a nice time.  Mom got a lot of nice cards and gifts.  The cards she would read over and over for the next few weeks.  It was like a nice surprise for her every time she picked one up.  I left the cards on the dining room table for her to find and read for a few weeks before I put them up in her room.  She liked looking at them in her room.

When I look back at the last year, sometimes I just can't believe a year has past.  She was doing okay at this point a year ago.  Her eating had become an issue at this point as she barely ate at all but she was drinking 3 to 4 ensures a day so she was getting enough nutrition.  She could walk by herself although she preferred to hold my hand for guidance.  Then she knew she was going in the proper direction.  She could feed herself and dress herself at this point too.  The only thing I did was to hand her her pants so that they would go on right.  She also still helped me get dressed at this point.  I also thought we had years left with her at this time last year.  She was only in stage 4.  Mom was pretty independent last March.  I had only an inkling of knowing this could be it.  I wish we could go back in time because I want to be with her.  I most of the time liked being with her all day and night.  We still played some games then.  It wasn't until May that she flew through stages 5 through 6 and ended at the beginning of stage 7.  She smiled and laughed a lot last year at this time.  All I would have to say is, where's that pretty Mom's smile and she would smile.  I also got pictures taken of her last March.  Boy, am I glad I did.  I had no idea that those would be the last professional pictures ever taken of her.  I had no idea at all.  I am glad she let me get them down.  The day we went, she was all, I don't want my picture taken.  So I told her I already made the appointment but if she still didn't want them taken when we got there we wouldn't do it.  Naturally, she forgot she didn't want her picture taken and when the photographer asked if she was the one getting her picture taken she said yes and let her take the pictures.  I think they turned out very nicely.  Pretty much all of the family and a few close friends got a picture of her.  I still have Richard's copy here at the house. but I sent him a copy by email.  I do wonder how my brothers are doing today.  Sometimes I am fine and others I am in tears.  I would say it is mostly a tears day.  I suppose it will get easier.  It doesn't seem like it to me, but I suppose I will get used to this.

I hope you are having a better day than me.  I am just very sad today.

Sunday - a Day of Rest?

I am actually doing laundry.  I realized I have absolutely no clean pants (except the pair I am wearing) for the day to day wear.  i do have dress pants clean, but they are for dress up stuff not day to day.  I have nice fleece, warm pants for day to day stuff.  I also have no clean cute sweatshirts that are for daily wear except my Christmas one, so I put on a t-shirt and dragged the laundry downstairs.  I just have to transfer it to the dryer.  Be right back!  Clothes are now in the dryer.  Now I am tired.  You would think I was running a marathon not putting clothes in the dryer!  Stupid Fibro!  Even mundane, boring, supposedly easy jobs tire me out.  Ugh, oh, well, I don't have to do anything with them for a bit so that is good.

I went to Tim Horton's today.  I was feeling cooped up in the house so after a few minutes I packed myself and a book up and off I went.  I stayed for about 2 hours reading.  It was a nice change.  I just needed to get out of the house for a few minutes.  You know how it is, the house feels smaller and smaller until you want to scream, so instead of screaming, I went out.  Good choice.  I am reading "Awakening" by Angela Hunt.  It is a book I bought a long time ago but never read.  I always meant to but the subject became to close to me.  It is about a woman a bit younger than me and how she is learning to live without her mother, who had dementia.  Now when I bought it, Mom was only showing small signs of Alzheimer's.  I was too busy at the time to read it so I put it aside.  Then when I had time, I couldn't read it.  Reading it now I see there are only few parallels of our lives.  Her mother was a typical dementia patient and didn't know who her daughter was at the end.  My mother was not typical, she didn't get angry very often, she wasn't belligerent, or angry.  She was polite and usually pretty quiet.  She also most of the time knew who I was.  Also, the main character, Aurora hasn't left her apartment for about 10 years even while her mother was living, where as I have no problem going out into the world.  She feels some resentment to her mother about taking care of her and I don't resent taking care of my mom.  I could have placed her anytime if I felt I needed to.  I believed she would have better care, and my friends have agreed, if I took care of her.  I got her whatever help I needed.  The only thing I wish I hadn't done that I have done was to place her for rehab in a nursing home for the 2 1/2 weeks she spent in one this past summer.  That was not good for her and I wish I could undo that.  It was a painfully bad experience for the both of us.  Anyways, the main theme in the book is that she finds herself and more importantly, she finds God.  Since I am close to God, I no longer see any real resemblance between me and the main character, thus reading the book is not painful like it seemed like it would be.  I love Angela Hunt's work.  She has written some incredible wonderful books.  I have read pretty much everything she has ever written except maybe a newer book since I haven't boughten any of her books since this one came out in 2004.  So I am a bit behind, but I will fix that soon.

It is a quiet day around here with just the laundry going.  I did the dishes the other day so I need to empty out the dishwasher and fill it with the dirty dishes.  I didn't get as much done as I wanted yesterday so I may finish that up.  I am enjoying the peace and quiet right now.  I don't mind silence like I did a few months ago.  I still miss Mom so much.  I have come to the conclusion that I will probably miss her like I do now forever.  I am starting to make plans of my future, although the future still scares me at times.  I do wish I saw my brothers more often than I do or at least spoke to them on a regular basis.  Both are horrible at keeping in touch.  Basically it is all me, I do the calling, I do the writing, the emailing, the messaging, but since I want to know how they are doing, I don't mind.  Maybe one day I will, but not right now.  I do hope to see both boys soon.  I don't think it fazes them as much as it does me that we are all that is left of Mom.  I am thankful for my uncles and my many cousins as they are very much appreciated, but of Mom, my brother's are all that is left of her.  I just wish I saw them more.

It is an okay day for pain for a change.  The celebrex really helps the lower back and the hips especially at night when I get up from sitting.  I am so thankful we started that.  At first, it didn't seem like it worked until I went a few days without it.  I hadn't noticed I was getting up easier until it was hard again.  I don't take the Savella as it gave me insomnia, but I am taking the Celebrex

Well, so far it is a good day.  I hope you are having a good day too!

Saturday musings

I had 3 lessons total today.  It was a quick 1 3/4 hours let me tell you and fun.  All three students are doing very well.  Amanda and Kayla each started a new song today.  I was happy with what they did.  Kayla did tell me that when Katie came early last week it made her nervous so today when Katie arrived I had her go into the dining room for a few minutes this way Kayla would be able to continue without being embarrassed.  She had much more confidence today than she has had.  I was pleased with this.  Katie is auditioning for a scholarship next Saturday if we can find someone to accompany her.  I do hope we do because she really wants to do this and if she doesn't then they have to cancel the scholarship.  We are on a time crunch with this.  Both my friends are just not available although 1 is checking with her student to see if she would be available.  I also just called another teacher I know in case he can do it.  I can play the songs, I just don't accompany very well, I start listening to the singing and well, there goes the piano part.  I just never learned the art of accompanying.  I think that is something I need to learn.  I wonder how much Georgette would charge to teach me.  Hm, I will find out.  I figure either she or Diane can teach me to do this.  I can play the piano pretty well although I think I teach it much better than I play.  I could be wrong on this, but who knows!

I had planned on doing housework today.  I am going to vacuum the rest of Mom's room, the path in my room (yes, it needs to be decluttered since things are no longer where they belong), the spare room, and the hallway with the stairs.  That should be enough for the day.  I try not to overdo it because the pain is immense when I do.  I don't wish to spend all day tomorrow in bed.  While I don't have much planned for tomorrow, I still do not wish to be in bed from pain all day.  That would be a drag to say the least.  I don't know what I will do after that, I may read.  I have 2 books I haven't read yet waiting on the table and I have one I am currently reading.  I love reading but sometimes I just don't feel like it.  I have a hard time some days finding enough good stuff to do.  I think sometimes my naps in the afternoon are not only because I am tired but I am bored.  My new course hasn't arrived yet.  I can't wait until it does.  Should be here sometime next week.  I am anxious to get started with it.

It is almost 3 in the afternoon so I am heading upstairs soon to start my vacuuming.  It won't take long but I would like it done before dinner.  I may do the dining room, kitchen, and utility room floors tomorrow.  I have to also scrub them.  Yuck.  Oh well, it needs to be done so I will do it.  I plan to also watch some of the DVDs that I have that I haven't seen yet.  I keep meaning to but then when I have the time I end up doing something else.  I feel like I am in the waiting mode and I don't wait very well.  Patience is not my best virtue.

It is chilly out so my hips and legs are a bit sore today, plus since I split pop on my chair last night I had to sit on a different chair, so that caused extra pain too.  It is sunny out though so that is a plus.  I just wish we had slightly warmer weather to go along with the sun.  I do hope we are finished with snow!  I am so tired of it.  Well, I hope you are having a good day too!

A Joyous Evening

What a wonderful evening filled with laughter and joy.  Acer, Calli, and Heather stayed after their lessons for dinner and games.  Bill joined us bring said dinner.  it was so yummy!  We played Five Little Monkeys Sitting on a Bed.  It was Calli's new game that she got for her birthday last week.  Once we were done eating Bill tightened up the screws under the table because it was so wobbly.  It is so much better now.  No wobble at all anymore.  I am so thankful for that.  I was afraid I would have to get a new table and I really didn't want to as I love this one.  I have 4 chairs to tighten and reglue this summer though.  I know how now.  I can't wait to do this but I need warmer weather so I can open up the windows in case the glue smells.  Anyways, I actually won the game, surprisingly.  My little monkeys stayed on the bed!  It was such a fun game.  I think Calli is pleased with her choice of a game.  She and I love playing games together.  We are also Uno girls.  We love our Uno.  She has a special set that someone Brailled for her so she can play independently, which we both enjoy.

I did do a silly thing though.  I was carrying the chicken bucket, corn, gravy, and macaroni dishes to the counter so Bill could do the table and I split the gravy and my pop.  Now the gravy landed on the tablecloth.  Thank goodness I just changed it to a vinyl one!  However, my pop landed on my chair which has a cloth top.  Yup, I did a great job of soaking my chair and now there will be a stain.  I will scrub it out tomorrow and see if I can clean my chair.  What a silly thing to do.  Next time?  I will just carry a few things at a time and not pile them up on top of each other.

It has been a very good day.  I woke up late, which wasn't a good thing, but I was so exhausted.  I went to get something to eat and then I came home.  I played on the computer a bit before lessons and the rest is history!  I haven't had much pain today.  I am glad about that.  The celebrex works pretty well although the health insurance wants me to switch to something else since celebrex is not covered.  I also have the application for the Pfizer company for lowering the price of Celebrex.  I will discuss with Dr. G to see what is best to do and then follow his instructions.

Bill found a mug from when Tillie and Maia were here last month on the window sill.  Needless to say the cup looks rather gross right now.  I hope it cleans up okay as it is one of my favorites.  He also found 2 books.  I am not happy about this, but I suppose if I opened the drapes more often I would have found then a month ago.  Well, I don't always open them.  I used to but I don't always do.  It is just not something I do everyday.  Either way, I am still upset over the mug with left over coffee in it.  Yuck.  Like I said, I hope it cleans up nicely.

I have 3 lessons tomorrow starting at 11 am so I have to get up early.  I don't mind 11 am lessons, it is the earlier ones I have trouble with.  Amanda comes at 11, Kayla at 11:30, and Katie at 12:15 this week. Next week, Christine will have her lesson Saturday evening.  Hey, what works for her, works for me.  That is what I have to say about that.  She is doing very well.  I am revising my plan with her because she also plays another instrument which means she can read music very well.  I am giving her other stuff, not just stuff out of her book too.  She seems to like that.  I will find more fun stuff for her to play too.  I am some nice 5 finger stuff that she will like.

Well, I am getting tired now so it is about bedtime for me.  I will be setting my alarm because I don't want to miss a lesson.  Boy is this house quiet now after all the activity.  I so enjoyed myself so much.  It is nice to have activity every so often.  They will again be staying for dinner in 2 weeks because it will be my birthday and I want to have a small celebration on my actual birthday.  I have a family birthday party gathering with some friends too at my cousin, Darrin's house on the 16th.  That will be fun too.  But i felt something small for the actual day would be good and the Bowman-Tomlinson family is perfect for that.  The kids will have their lessons and then stay for games and dinner.

I do hope it was a good day for you too.

Not so cold out today

I am glad the sun is shining!  It makes it a bit warmer than it was yesterday, however, we are still in winter temperatures around here with some of the white stuff (snow) on the ground and some icy patches.  At least the sun is shining today.  I will probably have to have the little heater on this evening when the sun goes down since the wind chill is low.  I can't wait until we get actual open the windows and let the sunshine in weather.  I also will need to clean said windows too, but hey, that is another day.

I had Breanna's lesson this afternoon.  She is doing pretty well.  She is anxious to get to advanced level stuff right away.  It is so cute to see.  She is very ambitious and works rather hard so that is a great thing.  She also has determination which is another great trait of a good student.  I never have to worry about her not practicing or doing her theory work because she wants to learn as much as she can to improve.  I  just would like 10 more students just like her!  She is the type that makes teaching a great job.  Not that my other students are not doing well, they are too.  I have great students right now, I just need 10 more to pay all the bills not just some of them.  I pray I will get them soon.

I read a blog post today of one of my regular reads, Connie, (a very inspirational person) and she is redoing part of her house.  I now can't wait until after tax season to do the downstairs.  I am so anxious to have a sewing/craft area and a library/TV are now.  I want to put pictures up on the wall and wall hangings up.  I am just anxious to have my house just so!  I get great ideas from Connie's blog.  She always post the prettiest decorating ideas.  She also loves the color pink like I do!  Unfortunately, the carpet in the family room is brown, so pink is out unless I keep the furniture that is down there and then I could pain the walls pink to coordinate with the pink in the pink and brown furniture.  I wonder how hard it would be to restuff the cushions.  Would it really be that hard of a job?  I don't know.  I love the furniture that is down there, it is just that some redoing needs to be done.  Hm, I will have to ask some experts I know, like Connie and a few of my friends.  I am really rethinking this now.  I am thinking there is room down in the family room for the furniture.  I will measure and find out.  It is really pretty furniture that is in excellent condition (thanks Mom!).  Mom took really good care of it.  So, I am glad I haven't taken any picture of the furniture yet.  I am, however, getting rid of the bar stools and the shuffle board.  Those things have no place or use in the new family room.  They just take up too much space, way too much space.

Anyways, a quiet evening is expected.  I spoke to Kathy and Donna today.  I will turn the news on soon and watch that.  It is probably an HGTV night since there isn't anything else on.  I hope you are having a good day too.

Spring, where did you go?

I am freezing right now.  I have a sweatshirt and fleece pants on and I am still cold.  It is because of the freezing rain we are getting, I think.  All I know is that I turned on the little heater.  It is blowing right on me and boy does it feel nice!  Heaven!

Despite the freezing rain, I bravely (he he he) drove to my friend, Donna's house to pick her up.  She can't drive right now because she was in an accident about a month ago and it totaled her car.  She has had more health problems since then too.  I feel so bad for her but I am glad she is getting good care from the doctors.  That is the important thing.  So I picked her up and off we went to Burger King for lunch.  She treated me! It was very cool.  We were there for about 2 hours chatting away.  Sometimes she speaks very softly and I can't hear her so I have to say speak up.  I have 50% hearing loss in each ear.  When I was young I had some infections that caused the hearing loss.  One in particular I never told Mom that my ears hurt and were plugged so I didn't go and get the medicine until I had had the problem for about 7 months.  My Math and Science teacher finally asked if I could hear him and I said no.  He was standing and quickly sat down.  He couldn't believe it so during the break between classes he called me up and asked how long it had been since I could hear him in class.  I said since October (this was May by this time).  He immediately let everyone of my teachers know I couldn't hear.  I never got moved so fast in my life, I was immediately moved to the front of the room for every class.  It didn't stop there.  He went to my counselor and told him and then they called Mom and told her.  She was as flabbergasted as they were because I never told anyone.  I had an ear doctor specialist appointment for about 2 days later after than and then a few weeks later I had surgery on my ears and I could hear a bit better.  I went from 75% hearing loss to 50%.  The specialist told my mom that because I didn't say anything for months it was too late to save more of my hearing.  I did try hearing aids but they gave me headaches because everything, and I mean, everything is amplified.   I still don't wear hearing aids.  Generally I am okay in most situations.  I do fine with the phone, only a few voices are hard to hear.  Mom was so upset with me that she made me promise that if I even had a smidge of a sore throat or ear ache to tell her immediately, no matter if we were fighting or not getting along, which is why I never told her.  She was mad at me for something and I didn't want to get into trouble.  Well, I didn't get in trouble, but I did do permanent damage to my ears so lesson was a hard one to learn!

So anyways, I digress.  We had a wonderful time.  She misses Mom too because she used to come and pick Mom up to go with her places when we had the store.  She would drop her granddaughter off for her trumpet lesson and then she and Mom would go for ice cream sometimes.  Donna would sometimes come during the day to whisk Mom away with her for running errands and stuff like that.  She liked Mom's company.  Sometimes I would come down the stairs at the store and Mom would be gone.  I always knew who she was with because there would be a note that says, I have Mom!  Mom loved that. Donna was a good friend to Mom and she is a good friend to me.  Today was the first day I have actually seen her though since probably about November.  We talk frequently on the phone though, about every few days.  It was nice to see her in person for a change.

I don't have any lessons today so it is a bit of a boring day now.  I have some good books to read though and I want to put the sheets and blankets on Mom's bed for guests when I have them.  I just have to vacuum the one side of the room and make up the bed then Mom's room is officially done.  There are two boxes in the closet with some Disney stuff in them.  I have some of her stuff in my room too.  There are some boxes in the garage too of Mom's stuff that I have to go through.  I will after tax season when Lily and her mom, Julie are available to help.  Julie is going to help me with the family room.  All after tax season which officially ends April 19 this year.  I can wait until then no problem!  I am thankful for the help for these type things.  I can't wait until the sewing area is put together.  That should be very cool!  I am looking forward to having a family room I can use again.  It has been about 5 years now since we haven't been able to use it.  I plan to have the students over during the summer for craft afternoons.  I have 2 kits full of beaded ornaments to make.  there are about 50 ornaments you can make in each kit so that is plenty.  It should be lots of fun too!

Anyways, this is getting long and I have discovered that blogspot cuts out some of your post if you are too long.  Mean old blogspot!  I do hope this finds you doing well and having a great day!

it is snowing again, not fair

Around 5 pm it started snowing hard again.  We are supposed to get a few inches.  I am hoping that we don't get that much because we are on the border of the bad stuff and the not so bad stuff.  I am hoping for the not so bad stuff.  I have officially decided I no longer like snow after Christmas.  I used to like it, but not anymore.  It has been so cold this winter.  It makes me stiff and sore like so many I know.  I often wonder on days like this what Heaven is like and how is Mom liking the weather there.

I took all the paperwork to the tax professional, Julie today.  She is a good friend of mine.  It was sad to do because it is the last tax paperwork I will have to do for the little lady.  I don't like having to do this last things for Mom.  I want my mom here, not in Heaven.  Yes, I know, she is much better off because she was suffering and all that, I never said I was logical, however, I just miss her so much.  I didn't total anything this year like I always do.  I just put the stuff in the envelope and gave it to Julie.  I am hopeful that the only thing I am missing is the copy of the horrible death certificate.  I hate that thing.  It is illogical, I know, but I happen to hate almost anything that has to do with her passing away.  I want my little Mom back, the way she was a few years ago when she could still enjoy stuff and have a good time.  Julie is going to help me get the house in order including some of what is left of Mom's stuff.  I have a good amount of costume jewelry that belonged to Mom along with some other pieces.  I have to collect them all and decide what to do with that.  I have the special necklace in the bank that will go to Abby when she is 16.  Right now it is all mine until Abby is 16.  Then we share it until I pass.  This necklace was given to my great grandmother by her brother, Andrew when she was 16.  Great grandma gave it to my mom when she was 16 and then I got it when I turned 16.  It is a sentimental piece that Mom simply loved.  I like it too.  I think Abby will like it.

I hope I don't owe too much to the IRS this year.  With the tight budget that I have, I don't have extra to pay.  We shall see.

I am going to start removing a few boxes from the storage unit this week after the awful snow clears.  I figure if I can get a box or two that I want every few days out of there, when we can finally empty it, it will be easier to do because I will have all my stuff out of there.  There are a few boxes that I may not be able to lift, but I can try the other ones.  I am still hopeful that the snow globes are okay, not that I have a place to put them at right now.  I plan to put the Mickey Mouse one in Mom's room for decoration and the possibly mine too.  Mine is Beauty and the Beast.  I will be putting the Beauty and Beast picture frame in Mom's room.  I just have too much stuff to put in my room.  I have pictures that need to be put back up, stuffed animals that need to go where they belong, on my chest of drawers.  I am putting some of the pictures in Mom's room too.  I will make it look nice and pretty.  I also have some figurines of Anne of Green Gables that both Mom and I love.  We bought them in Disney World Epcot Center.  Mom and I love Anne of Green Gables books and movies.  When we saw the figurines we just looked at each other and said, oh yeah, we need them so I bought them.  There are, I think, 2 of them in the storage unit in a box.  So much is in the storage unit.  We don't need a storage unit, we just need the house.  There are also about 4 to 6 really, really old cellos.  They are in bad shape.  I was going to paint them and sell them, but I am just going to get rid of them.  I have no room in our house for them.  I have some boxes from the business that I will have to keep for about 4 more years because of taxes.  Those can go straight in the garage.  I don't want those boxes in the house because there isn't enough room.  I only need 1/2 of the garage.  This spring, after tax season, we are going to paint the table and chairs and put them on the outside patio where they belong.  That will clear a good 1/4 of the garage.  That will also  leave enough room to put my little baby car in the garage for the first time ever.  I am so excited about that.  No clearing off the snow off of my car next winter.  The car will not bake in the summer.  How cool is that?  Rather cool if you ask me.  I can't wait for that day.

I have no lessons tomorrow.  I do hope the roads are alright because I am supposed to meet my friend for lunch.  However, should the roads be icy like the weatherpeople

It has been a good day.  Tax stuff is in, 1 lesson taught, all in all, a good day.  I am just pretty tired.  I hope your day has been good too.