Yesterday was an absolutely horrible day. Simply awful. I think I cried more yesterday than I have in a very long time. I missed my mother as much as I did the day she passed away. I have caught the guck, as we call it, that is going around. I have infections in both ears and I had a lot of congestion. With the help of meds I am on the mend. I somehow slept from Saturday Midnight to Monday noon. Yup mostly straight through, which of course means no meds at all on Sunday as I was completely asleep. On Monday, when I woke up, I was very light headed and it was not good.
I was watching some videos on FaceBook when one really caught my eye and practically hit me right in the face. So it was about a bottle of water. in the grocery store it is $1, then a restaurant is $3 or something like that, and then I think there may have been one more with the last being the bottle is $6 in an airport. The point was, if you don't feel like you have value, maybe you are in the wrong place. So, as the day progressed, I realized how I have I allowed people to speak to me with disrespect and not only with disrespect but also treat me with much disrespect.
Today, it was like night and day when I woke up. I do think that making the decision I made yesterday was a part of it, also, I hadn't realized that the newest med I have from SwingCare has done more for me than just help the Fibromyalgia. SwingCare added Cymbalta. After yesterday, with missing a full day of meds, including Cymbalta, I realized that it is also helping my mental health. This does makes sense since it is an anti-depressant. I feel so much better today.
Watch out world, here I come!
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