These last few months have been so horrible for me as far as pain goes. The last month, I have been back and forth between sleeping in my lift chair and my bed. Tonight and the last two nights have been the lift chair.
I do not know what I did but it feels like electric shocks on my right elbow. My left upper back is really painful right now.
Wow. I started this last night. I must have fallen asleep. Crazy. Yesterday, A talked about wanting to begin piano again. He says he stopped because of not knowing when he could have a lesson. He said like with the new shoulder blade thing today. He said he never knew if I would end up in the hospital. He didn't say it in a mean or a cruel way, just a matter of fact way. I got what he was talking about. I let him let out his frustration. I get his frustration. It was also really hard not to say something like, how do you think I feel. I refrained from doing that, hard as that was.
Well, as this is the third time I have tried to finish this, I think I will have too. Tomorrow at 9am, here at home I will have an OT Evaluation as I not only cannot wash my own hair, and haven't been able to for years, I no longer can brush my own hair. Thursday, Thanksgiving Day, Kathy brushed my hair for me before we walked into her mom's house. I am both extremely anxious and happy about it at the same time.
