Well, I had to cancel lessons for today and tomorrow. I am hoping by Wednesday I will be a happier camper and ready to teach. I do have an appointment tomorrow with the doctor about the spot on my leg. It is still there. I don't get it. I hope it is not an infection or anything like that, but who knows, this is me and weird stuff happens. Nature of the lovely chronic illnesses, I suppose. Anyways, I do feel a bit better right now and I am not coughing as much as I was so I am glad about that. I am very thankful that the coughing isn't so bad.
So far, the downsizing is going well. I have to take a few pictures for Karlyn. She is interested in the formal living room set. She knows that the cushions need to be re-stuffed so that is good. Patty is taking the full size bed frame, headboard, and foot board. Karlyn is also interested in the stair climber and the twin size bed frame and headboard. I have a picture of that already. I just have to go downstairs tomorrow when it is light out to take the picture. Almost everything we need to find a new home has found a new home.
Well, I think I am going to make another tea and then head back to bed, again, for about the 3rd time today. I have to get up a bit early for the doctor appointment but then I can come home and rest. Fortunately, the pain levels aren't too much higher than normal. I am so thankful for that.
Monday, February 4, 2013
Sunday, February 3, 2013
The Start of Another Week 2-3
Well, I officially have a cold. I am thankful it is only a cold as a cold starts off the same as the vasculitis does. I do believe I have missed the vasculitis again. I never want that one again, ever. It was awful and very painful not to mention how ugly the rash looks. Yes, despite being a chub, I am slightly vain when it comes to rashes. I have started coughing now so I am hoping the nighttime medicine will help me feel better. I can hope, can't I?
Other than my cold, things are coming along. I posted on face book posts asking if any of my friends or family wanted some stuff that I have. Wow, most of the stuff that I need to find a new home for has been spoken for. Whoa, talk about timing! Things are really working out here. I am pleased with this progress.
The weather this week has been so insane. I am not sure if we are getting more snow or not. It is supposed to be colder than this week, which is understandable as it is February.
I had a lovely afternoon with the Muglia girls and some of their friends. We met up at a restaurant for a ladies only luncheon. Lydia is turning 16 next Saturday and it was also her aunt's birthday. It was a really nice afternoon. I got Lydia some makeup. She likes makeup a lot so I got her some fun eye shadows and lip gloss. Lydia is also our fashion girl. She is doing really well with sewing. At this point she is considering fashion design. Since Lydia is a sophmore, she has a few years to finalize her plans for the future. I finally got to meet the girls friend, Gabrielle. We are face book friends but it was nice to finally meet her in person. She is a sweet girl. I am thankful that I am face book friends with Gabrielle because it was through her that I re-connected with Star. So all in all, it was a good thing.
If I don't feel better tomorrow, I will have to reschedule lessons. I am hoping to feel better. I will know tomorrow. Right now, I am going to have a tea and shortly get ready for bed.
Other than my cold, things are coming along. I posted on face book posts asking if any of my friends or family wanted some stuff that I have. Wow, most of the stuff that I need to find a new home for has been spoken for. Whoa, talk about timing! Things are really working out here. I am pleased with this progress.
The weather this week has been so insane. I am not sure if we are getting more snow or not. It is supposed to be colder than this week, which is understandable as it is February.
I had a lovely afternoon with the Muglia girls and some of their friends. We met up at a restaurant for a ladies only luncheon. Lydia is turning 16 next Saturday and it was also her aunt's birthday. It was a really nice afternoon. I got Lydia some makeup. She likes makeup a lot so I got her some fun eye shadows and lip gloss. Lydia is also our fashion girl. She is doing really well with sewing. At this point she is considering fashion design. Since Lydia is a sophmore, she has a few years to finalize her plans for the future. I finally got to meet the girls friend, Gabrielle. We are face book friends but it was nice to finally meet her in person. She is a sweet girl. I am thankful that I am face book friends with Gabrielle because it was through her that I re-connected with Star. So all in all, it was a good thing.
If I don't feel better tomorrow, I will have to reschedule lessons. I am hoping to feel better. I will know tomorrow. Right now, I am going to have a tea and shortly get ready for bed.
Saturday, February 2, 2013
Saturday 2-2
I wonder if the groundhog saw his shadow today.
I have started working on what needs to stay in the house and what can go in the house. My cousin, Zachary had said that if I ever don't want the round table and barrel chairs to let him know, he would like them. Well, I placed a call to Tillie to pass the message to Zachary that I no longer want the table and chairs. I have a different set that we will be using. I may have sold the shuffleboard. I left a message with Angela (the lady who was over yesterday about the stairs) and she is very interested in it. I am planning on having everything out of the family room that I don't want in about 2 weeks. I need to get a hold of the thrift store for a pick up. The formal living room set is also going to be going as a different sofa and chairs will be taking its place. In order to keep the living room set, I would have to get new shades for the lamp (that isn't a problem - that is easy) and re-stuff the cushion. Yeah, I don't see that happening anytime soon. It is also rather cold downstairs for me so I don't spend a lot of time down there so that is why I don't mind them going. Plans are shaping up. I am happy that progress is being made. Once the family room is mostly emptied I want to steam clean the carpets. I have a steam cleaner so that isn't going to be a big deal. Then after the family room is almost emptied, it will be time to move everything out of the office and put it in the family room. The entire office is being emptied and downsized. The photo albums will go back on the shelves that they belong on, the other computer will be put up. Once the office is completely emptied, I will then steam clean the carpet in there. I figure by doing one room at a time, it will be much easier for me to do this.
Once the downstairs is shaped up I will be heading for my room. I have things in there that need to find a better home. I no longer want ANY of the music in my room. I have the original CDs that go with many of the books I use for voice students. I kept them in my room for really, lack of a better place to put them. Now, I have a better place to put them. Natalie and Sammy said they would help with the putting away music and switching out the old cases for new sleeves. I feel good about all the changes and things I am doing with the house. I have been in survivor mode for so long that it seems like forever since I have done nothing in all this time. I feel better these days. I still really, really, really miss mom, but I do feel like I can move and not be in survivor mode. With the new changes happening, I am not feeling stressed about it, I have a plan and I will do one thing at a time. I also need to start going through boxes upstairs. In my old room there are so many boxes that were mom's. I am not sure what is really in any of them. I know there is some military stuff in a couple of them, but other than that I am not sure.
Bill was here this afternoon just before Natalie arrived for her lesson. Bill needed to measure how tall the office is. He also needed to measure some other stuff too. I have to take the music downstairs and put the ice skates away in the furnace room. I need access to the front closet. My job this week is to put Mom's military uniforms and stuff in boxes and put in the garage. I also need to get my pictures out of the garage for my room. I have asked Jen to come and help if she is available. I am going to need the front closet rather soon. I also need to empty some of my drawers in my dresser so that I can bring up the clean ones upstairs. I have a list started on what needs to be done to organize the house.
Acer couldn't have his lesson tonight. The Little Man is not feeling too well. He has a wet cough and is just miserable so Heather kept him home instead of coming here for his lesson. Heather said he has been working on his piano song and his vocal song. Acer has decided to sing "Ave Maria" for the spring concert.
I have put a status on face book asking if anyone wants the exercise equipment. My cousin, Danielle would like the stair climber. Andrea is interested in the cross country ski machine and the elliptical. Things are falling into place.
Time for a nice read before bed.
I have started working on what needs to stay in the house and what can go in the house. My cousin, Zachary had said that if I ever don't want the round table and barrel chairs to let him know, he would like them. Well, I placed a call to Tillie to pass the message to Zachary that I no longer want the table and chairs. I have a different set that we will be using. I may have sold the shuffleboard. I left a message with Angela (the lady who was over yesterday about the stairs) and she is very interested in it. I am planning on having everything out of the family room that I don't want in about 2 weeks. I need to get a hold of the thrift store for a pick up. The formal living room set is also going to be going as a different sofa and chairs will be taking its place. In order to keep the living room set, I would have to get new shades for the lamp (that isn't a problem - that is easy) and re-stuff the cushion. Yeah, I don't see that happening anytime soon. It is also rather cold downstairs for me so I don't spend a lot of time down there so that is why I don't mind them going. Plans are shaping up. I am happy that progress is being made. Once the family room is mostly emptied I want to steam clean the carpets. I have a steam cleaner so that isn't going to be a big deal. Then after the family room is almost emptied, it will be time to move everything out of the office and put it in the family room. The entire office is being emptied and downsized. The photo albums will go back on the shelves that they belong on, the other computer will be put up. Once the office is completely emptied, I will then steam clean the carpet in there. I figure by doing one room at a time, it will be much easier for me to do this.
Once the downstairs is shaped up I will be heading for my room. I have things in there that need to find a better home. I no longer want ANY of the music in my room. I have the original CDs that go with many of the books I use for voice students. I kept them in my room for really, lack of a better place to put them. Now, I have a better place to put them. Natalie and Sammy said they would help with the putting away music and switching out the old cases for new sleeves. I feel good about all the changes and things I am doing with the house. I have been in survivor mode for so long that it seems like forever since I have done nothing in all this time. I feel better these days. I still really, really, really miss mom, but I do feel like I can move and not be in survivor mode. With the new changes happening, I am not feeling stressed about it, I have a plan and I will do one thing at a time. I also need to start going through boxes upstairs. In my old room there are so many boxes that were mom's. I am not sure what is really in any of them. I know there is some military stuff in a couple of them, but other than that I am not sure.
Bill was here this afternoon just before Natalie arrived for her lesson. Bill needed to measure how tall the office is. He also needed to measure some other stuff too. I have to take the music downstairs and put the ice skates away in the furnace room. I need access to the front closet. My job this week is to put Mom's military uniforms and stuff in boxes and put in the garage. I also need to get my pictures out of the garage for my room. I have asked Jen to come and help if she is available. I am going to need the front closet rather soon. I also need to empty some of my drawers in my dresser so that I can bring up the clean ones upstairs. I have a list started on what needs to be done to organize the house.
Acer couldn't have his lesson tonight. The Little Man is not feeling too well. He has a wet cough and is just miserable so Heather kept him home instead of coming here for his lesson. Heather said he has been working on his piano song and his vocal song. Acer has decided to sing "Ave Maria" for the spring concert.
I have put a status on face book asking if anyone wants the exercise equipment. My cousin, Danielle would like the stair climber. Andrea is interested in the cross country ski machine and the elliptical. Things are falling into place.
Time for a nice read before bed.
Friday, February 1, 2013
The First of February - EECK! Where did January Go!
Today is the first of February. That means that in 21 days, 4 of my students will be at competition. I, for one, am sooooo not prepared for this. I will use the 21 days to really polish up the performances. For my 3 singers, only Becca has competed before. It will be the first time for Breanna and Natalie. For the piano girl, it is the first time for Sarah. Sarah is a very sweet and talented young lady.
Next Friday, the carpet that is missing on my stairs will be installed. It is only 6 stairs and I have the carpet but not the padding. Angela, the installer, will be bringing the padding. Also, she would like to buy the shuffleboard, which is sooooooo awesome! We need the space that it is in and since my standing isn't very good, I don't see the need to keep it. That is one more thing done for that room. Next on my list is the formal living room furniture. We need the space for other things and really, the furniture set is too big for the space it is in. The round table and chairs also need a new home for. The chairs are not that study and while it looks really cool, the practicality of them is not good. There will be a new table and chairs in its place. They will be a bit smaller but that is okay. I have other tables I can use for sewing if I need them.
It is getting colder again today. It is supposed to be very chilly next week, back into the 20s with lots of wind chill. It is Michigan, so it isn't like this is unexpected weather.
I have a list of things that need to be done in the next 5 weeks. I think with help and pacing, it shouldn't be a problem to get it all done. The first of the list is the carpet for the stairs and that will be next Friday! On to the next project. I need to clean out my office. I want to have all the music put away except for the stuff I am actually at this time, using. The other music needs to be put away. Also, I need to get some more sleeves for CDs and switch out the cases for all the teaching CDs. I am running out of room of where to put them so this is a necessity at this time. Also, the original CDs also need to be placed in sleeves instead of their bulky cases because they are not all fitting in that case. Overall, the music needs to be put away, the books and sheet musics and the CDs.
Emily is having her lesson today along with Antoinette. Today will be Antoinette's last lesson for a while. I am so sad about this. She is such a nice young woman. She says she will be back after she is done teaching dance. I hope she comes back. Tomorrow is a bit busier because Natalie and Acer are having their makeup lessons. I would rather have makeup lessons than to miss lessons so I am glad they both wanted to reschedule the lesson.
I am looking forward to Sunday when I attend Lydia's 16th birthday party. She is such a wonderful girl. she is so sweet, talented, beautiful young lady. It is hard to believe that she is 16.
Well, I am going to have a tea before Emily arrives.
Next Friday, the carpet that is missing on my stairs will be installed. It is only 6 stairs and I have the carpet but not the padding. Angela, the installer, will be bringing the padding. Also, she would like to buy the shuffleboard, which is sooooooo awesome! We need the space that it is in and since my standing isn't very good, I don't see the need to keep it. That is one more thing done for that room. Next on my list is the formal living room furniture. We need the space for other things and really, the furniture set is too big for the space it is in. The round table and chairs also need a new home for. The chairs are not that study and while it looks really cool, the practicality of them is not good. There will be a new table and chairs in its place. They will be a bit smaller but that is okay. I have other tables I can use for sewing if I need them.
It is getting colder again today. It is supposed to be very chilly next week, back into the 20s with lots of wind chill. It is Michigan, so it isn't like this is unexpected weather.
I have a list of things that need to be done in the next 5 weeks. I think with help and pacing, it shouldn't be a problem to get it all done. The first of the list is the carpet for the stairs and that will be next Friday! On to the next project. I need to clean out my office. I want to have all the music put away except for the stuff I am actually at this time, using. The other music needs to be put away. Also, I need to get some more sleeves for CDs and switch out the cases for all the teaching CDs. I am running out of room of where to put them so this is a necessity at this time. Also, the original CDs also need to be placed in sleeves instead of their bulky cases because they are not all fitting in that case. Overall, the music needs to be put away, the books and sheet musics and the CDs.
Emily is having her lesson today along with Antoinette. Today will be Antoinette's last lesson for a while. I am so sad about this. She is such a nice young woman. She says she will be back after she is done teaching dance. I hope she comes back. Tomorrow is a bit busier because Natalie and Acer are having their makeup lessons. I would rather have makeup lessons than to miss lessons so I am glad they both wanted to reschedule the lesson.
I am looking forward to Sunday when I attend Lydia's 16th birthday party. She is such a wonderful girl. she is so sweet, talented, beautiful young lady. It is hard to believe that she is 16.
Well, I am going to have a tea before Emily arrives.
Wednesday, January 30, 2013
Wednesday 1-30
I had the initial consultation for the physical therapy for the carpal tunnel. I am fortunate because there is no nerve damage because it is rare. Maybe we caught it early enough to reverse the damage. I did have moist heat for 15 minutes on my wrists. I am going to get a new heating pad. I don't have one at this point. When I get paid I will buy one this weekend. Lydia's 16th birthday is coming up. I am planning to attend her luncheon for girls only. She is such a beauty and a gentle soul! Of all the 3 older Muglia girls, Lydia is the shyest one. Lydia is very quiet. Hannah is the somewhat quiet and Natalie is the chatterbox, or at least with me she is. I just really like those girls! I am blessed to have such good friends, family, students, and students' family. Sarah wants to see Wreck It Ralph. I told her that we were going to do something just the two of us. She has had to miss a couple of movies that the older girls and I have seen. The first time, she was ill and we when saw Les Miz, she was too young. As beautiful and wonderful the movie is, it is not for a 9 year old. I also would not take a 9 year to the live stage version either. Sarah and I will, of course, stop for ice cream after. It is a tradition you know. I love these traditions that the girls have created. Sometimes the girls and I go just for ice cream and talk. They are such sweet girls. Patrick is also a very sweet boy. He had his 1st piano lesson on Monday. Because the older 3 will not be taking lessons anymore, Patrick and Sarah will be able to have every other week lessons instead of once a month. I am pleased with this. A month is a long wait for the little ones. For the older 3, it was okay because their music is much harder. Patrick did really well. I have to pick up his new theory and note speller book before his next lesson. Sarah and I are reviewing some of the music she has already played. I do think that the Christmas Music with a new hand position really confused her. Sarah is doing very well and I think with some review she will feel a bit more confident.
My headache is about a medium today. I am not sure about trying anymore Alsuma because my stomach was so upset in the middle of the night. I am not sure if it was the medicine or just my IBS acting up. It is probably a 50/50 toss to say which one caused it. My legs are a bit stiffer tonight. I am not sure really why, they get that way sometimes. Next week I will be seeing the chiropractor. I hope to learn a new way to help my headaches and losing weight. I am working really hard on eating healthy. I am trying to eat a lot more vegetables and fruits. I sometimes have trouble with the fruit though. Vegetables are easier for me. I like salads so I get lots of vegetables in that. I need to add the fruits to my meals too. That is what I am working on these days.
Castle is on TNT tonight. I have recently discovered this show and I can't believe I never ever watched it. It is really good. Bill says he can get the DVDs for me to borrow from his work. I may have him do this along with the books that are available. That could be great. I have so many books on my nooks now that I cannot complain that I don't have enough to read, believe me, I do. The thing I like about the free books is that it introduces me to so many new authors. Well, time to spend some time with the nook before bed. I have to get some music tomorrow for a student. I will have to get some on Friday too but I need the one set of boxes for tomorrow and I don't have enough money to get them all so I will have to go again on Friday.
My headache is about a medium today. I am not sure about trying anymore Alsuma because my stomach was so upset in the middle of the night. I am not sure if it was the medicine or just my IBS acting up. It is probably a 50/50 toss to say which one caused it. My legs are a bit stiffer tonight. I am not sure really why, they get that way sometimes. Next week I will be seeing the chiropractor. I hope to learn a new way to help my headaches and losing weight. I am working really hard on eating healthy. I am trying to eat a lot more vegetables and fruits. I sometimes have trouble with the fruit though. Vegetables are easier for me. I like salads so I get lots of vegetables in that. I need to add the fruits to my meals too. That is what I am working on these days.
Castle is on TNT tonight. I have recently discovered this show and I can't believe I never ever watched it. It is really good. Bill says he can get the DVDs for me to borrow from his work. I may have him do this along with the books that are available. That could be great. I have so many books on my nooks now that I cannot complain that I don't have enough to read, believe me, I do. The thing I like about the free books is that it introduces me to so many new authors. Well, time to spend some time with the nook before bed. I have to get some music tomorrow for a student. I will have to get some on Friday too but I need the one set of boxes for tomorrow and I don't have enough money to get them all so I will have to go again on Friday.
Tuesday, January 29, 2013
Strangest Weather Ever for MI 1-29
Sunday night we had a snow storm. By the time I got up (yes at noon), it was raining and slushy. All the schools in the area were closed. 4 of my students wanted to have earlier lessons since they were out of school, so naturally, I said of course, come earlier. I don't have a problem with that. The temperatures were in the mid 40s. Today also the weather was in the mid 40s. Most of the snow has turned into slush. I just hope that it doesn't turn icy. That will be dangerous if it does get icy. I have to put more de-icer if necessary. I have a huge bag of it so it won't be a problem.
Tomorrow I have an appointment with physical therapy. It is just the consultation so I will find out what my part of the payment will be. I am actually thinking that I probably will not be able to afford it. I did have occupational therapy this summer and that helped so I don't really think I need the physical therapy for carpal tunnel. I do keep my hands straight as possible when I sleep and when I am doing stuff. I still haven't found exactly a good position for when I am reading my nook, but overall, I am doing alright. Things are shaping up around here. Sammy is going to come over and help put the music away. It really needs to be done at this point. I will keep a small pile out for things I use all the time, but the Christmas music and other music needs to be put away. I also need to start going through a file cabinet upstairs. I really don't know what all is in it, but I have to go through it anyway. Going through these boxes and cabinets are so hard because it feels like I am invading Mom's privacy. I know she doesn't need the stuff up in Heaven, but it is still her stuff. It isn't mine, it is hers. I can't do this at all when I am alone, all I do is cry. I just miss her so much all the time. I have to take the sign off her door. It still says "Mom's Room". I remember making them for her. She was having trouble remembering what room she is in so I made us signs. I wish I could have done something and had her be here now. It is so hard sometimes to see people my age with their mothers. I want mine back. She was a good mom. I don't want her stuff, I want her with me. I am glad that I know some day we will be together again and never separate again. I just wish it was now. I wasn't ready for her to go. I don't think I would have ever been ready for that.
I have a new student on Thursday for piano. Antoinette will have her last lesson until May on Friday. Antoinette is doing very well, it is just that she will be teaching dance for a few months so she will not be able to practice as much and she works a lot at her new job. I look forward to her coming back for lessons. Lessons are going well. There is a new pay structure now. It is in steps now. It depends on how many lessons each student has. I am fine with it.
Competition is coming up fast it seems. Sarah is doing very well with her songs. Rebecca will have her lesson on Sunday evening. Sunday will be Lydia's sweet 16 birthday Luncheon. I am so excited about this. She is such a sweet girl. I am not exactly sure what to get her for her birthday. I know it will be something for sewing. Lydia loves sewing a lot. I have given the three girls the 2 portable sewing machines and their mom has a sewing machine so she doesn't need a new one. Okay - I would not have bought her a new sewing machine all by myself, I would have given her a gift certificate towards one but since they have plenty it is a moot point. I am going to the store on Saturday afternoon to pick something. I love that Joann Fabrics now has a scooter. That of course means that I can spend lots of time in there and lots of money. Although right now, I am being very careful with my money.
Well, NCIS Los Angeles is on. I am going to make some tea and relax before I head for bed.
Sunday, January 27, 2013
The beginning of a new week 1-27
There will be some changes made in a little bit. I think they will be good chances. I can't go into specifics at this point, all I can say is prayers will be very welcomed. So if you would, please pray for me and the changes. Thank you for the prayers.
We have the timings for competition. I am very pleased with this as we have never had the timings so early. I am glad about that. Sarah will be playing 2 piano pieces. She is really doing very well. I am really thrilled with how she is progressing. Rebecca, Breanna, and Natalie are doing very well too. Natalie seems to be less nervous about competition so that is good. I do hope that she and Star will get together and talk about competition. Star has competed before when she was Natalie's age. I was worried that Natalie and Rebecca would be competing with each other as Rebecca is 11 and Natalie is 12. Sometimes they have to put the ages together. I am one thankful teacher that we won't have this issue this year. Even though Natalie and Becca don't know each other, it would be rather stressful for all of us. I am thankful that it is not happening. Natalie will also be going to the luncheon with me. I am happy about that because I will have someone to hang out with while we have lunch. I will know more for Sarah and Breanna this week. I am glad this year that my job was so much easier than last years. I am in charge of the pianos! Yes, I called stores to see who would rent us pianos for the competition. I am in charge of having the logistics of the competition pianos. I just have to send an update of where the pianos will be in the hotel. I have that info now. I will also submit the bill to Pattie for the competition. All in all, I think this will be a good competition. It is a month away now, at the end of February. I am also happy that it is near home. I will be staying overnight, because that will be easier for me, but it won't be such a long drive home at the end. It usually takes several days of rest to recover from the weekend. I also rest a lot during the weekend when I need to. I have been to enough competitions to know how to pace myself, but sometimes things happen that are unexpected. You can't plan everything but I do try.
So far, the healthy stuff is going pretty well. I have some more things to change and improve upon in the next few weeks. After I see the chiropractor, I will make the rest of the food and supplement changes.
Well, Rick had his lesson today. He is doing very well. He is working on a Beatles song, Music of the Night, a Sonatina from Clementi (my favorite composer), and Fur Elise. He is doing very well. I do agree that parts of Fur Elise are very hard and a huge challenge for him, but he likes the main part pretty well. Rick admitted today that 2 of the sections were probably a bit more of a challenge than he can do at this point. I am just happy that he is playing piano and doing so well.
Tomorrow Patrick (Hannah, Natalie, Lydia, and Sarah's younger brother) will be starting piano. He has done some fiddling around with it for the last few years. I am excited about this. He is a very nice little guy. Sarah will also have her lesson tomorrow. Hannah, Natalie, and Lydia will not be having lessons right now. They wish to learn some things on their own, which with the level they are at, they can. I did say they needed to still be in the concerts because I need to hear them play. The Muglias are such a nice family. I really like all the children. I hope to spend some time in the next few weeks with the girls and watch a movie or two. We do like a lot of the same movies. I am not sure what movie is out that I would like to see. I do have a couple of DVDs that I wish to see that I think the girls would like. I want to see the "We Bought a Zoo" movie for a while now. I have it. I hope to see it soon with them.
I have so many books on my nook now. I can no longer say I have nothing to read. Trust me, I sure do have plenty to read. The nice thing about the nook is that with getting the free books, I am getting introduced to new authors that I have never heard of. this is definitely a good thing.
My headache isn't so bad right now. This morning it wasn't too good, but it is better now. The weather is a bit warmer (I can't believe that I consider 22 degrees F warmer) so my hips are not as bad as they were earlier in the week. The hallucinations that I had with the higher dosage of headache medicine are gone so I no longer see things in the dark that are not there. Thank goodness for that. I see Dr. R near the end of February. This will be after I see the chiropractor so I will have started some of the new supplements. We shall see what is going to work better for me.
I am going to read for a while. I am in the middle of a good book.
We have the timings for competition. I am very pleased with this as we have never had the timings so early. I am glad about that. Sarah will be playing 2 piano pieces. She is really doing very well. I am really thrilled with how she is progressing. Rebecca, Breanna, and Natalie are doing very well too. Natalie seems to be less nervous about competition so that is good. I do hope that she and Star will get together and talk about competition. Star has competed before when she was Natalie's age. I was worried that Natalie and Rebecca would be competing with each other as Rebecca is 11 and Natalie is 12. Sometimes they have to put the ages together. I am one thankful teacher that we won't have this issue this year. Even though Natalie and Becca don't know each other, it would be rather stressful for all of us. I am thankful that it is not happening. Natalie will also be going to the luncheon with me. I am happy about that because I will have someone to hang out with while we have lunch. I will know more for Sarah and Breanna this week. I am glad this year that my job was so much easier than last years. I am in charge of the pianos! Yes, I called stores to see who would rent us pianos for the competition. I am in charge of having the logistics of the competition pianos. I just have to send an update of where the pianos will be in the hotel. I have that info now. I will also submit the bill to Pattie for the competition. All in all, I think this will be a good competition. It is a month away now, at the end of February. I am also happy that it is near home. I will be staying overnight, because that will be easier for me, but it won't be such a long drive home at the end. It usually takes several days of rest to recover from the weekend. I also rest a lot during the weekend when I need to. I have been to enough competitions to know how to pace myself, but sometimes things happen that are unexpected. You can't plan everything but I do try.
So far, the healthy stuff is going pretty well. I have some more things to change and improve upon in the next few weeks. After I see the chiropractor, I will make the rest of the food and supplement changes.
Well, Rick had his lesson today. He is doing very well. He is working on a Beatles song, Music of the Night, a Sonatina from Clementi (my favorite composer), and Fur Elise. He is doing very well. I do agree that parts of Fur Elise are very hard and a huge challenge for him, but he likes the main part pretty well. Rick admitted today that 2 of the sections were probably a bit more of a challenge than he can do at this point. I am just happy that he is playing piano and doing so well.
Tomorrow Patrick (Hannah, Natalie, Lydia, and Sarah's younger brother) will be starting piano. He has done some fiddling around with it for the last few years. I am excited about this. He is a very nice little guy. Sarah will also have her lesson tomorrow. Hannah, Natalie, and Lydia will not be having lessons right now. They wish to learn some things on their own, which with the level they are at, they can. I did say they needed to still be in the concerts because I need to hear them play. The Muglias are such a nice family. I really like all the children. I hope to spend some time in the next few weeks with the girls and watch a movie or two. We do like a lot of the same movies. I am not sure what movie is out that I would like to see. I do have a couple of DVDs that I wish to see that I think the girls would like. I want to see the "We Bought a Zoo" movie for a while now. I have it. I hope to see it soon with them.
I have so many books on my nook now. I can no longer say I have nothing to read. Trust me, I sure do have plenty to read. The nice thing about the nook is that with getting the free books, I am getting introduced to new authors that I have never heard of. this is definitely a good thing.
My headache isn't so bad right now. This morning it wasn't too good, but it is better now. The weather is a bit warmer (I can't believe that I consider 22 degrees F warmer) so my hips are not as bad as they were earlier in the week. The hallucinations that I had with the higher dosage of headache medicine are gone so I no longer see things in the dark that are not there. Thank goodness for that. I see Dr. R near the end of February. This will be after I see the chiropractor so I will have started some of the new supplements. We shall see what is going to work better for me.
I am going to read for a while. I am in the middle of a good book.
Saturday, January 26, 2013
at the end of the day! 1-26
I love the song "at the end of the day" from Les Miserables. I love all the music in Les Miserables. It is simply a beautiful movie and show. It has been a good day. The pain level is the normal pain. The weather is warmer so I don't ache so much more than usual. Kirbie had her saxophone lesson. She has also chosen a solo to work on. Kirbie picked "Chim Chim Cheree" from Mary Poppins. I love that movie too and the music also. Acer had his lesson today instead of yesterday because he was busy last night, he had a fundraiser to attend. He and I picked Scales and Arpeggios for the group song at the Spring Concert. Natalie was here and Bill (Acer's Dad) help with the editing of her song that she needs for the Junior Idol. I am very excited about that. I know she will work very hard and practice a lot so that she does her best performance. I can't wait to hear how she does.
So far, 2013 isn't so bad. I have had some major headaches, but overall, it has just been a normal pain month. I received a beautiful note from my friend, Andrea wrote me. She wrote that she prays for the day that I will have no headaches and that it won't be normal to have a headache. She is such a sweet friend. I am thankful we have reconnected through face book. I am thankful that I was encouraged to get on face book because I did reconnect with many school friends and some friends that I didn't know very well in high school are good friends now. It is also a good way to stay in contact with family too. It is easy to send messages to Andrew. It is harder to call him because of the cost. It is very expensive for him to call me because although we are only 2 hours apart, it is across the border to another country so it is best for him to write messages here or email. I do hope to visit with him soon. I did enjoy Christmas Day with him. I like being with him just talking and watching movies. His girlfriend, Angie, also invited me to come and see her whenever I can. I am looking at my schedule to see when this would work. I don't teach a lot but there is a lesson or two everyday or most days of the week. I like that they are spread out because otherwise it would be too difficult for me to teach.
Outside of lessons, I don't have any solid plans for the week. It will just be a regular week. I am hoping to be able to visit with Star. I also would like to discuss with her about the sewing club we are creating. I think that would be really fun. I can do a bit of sewing, I just have to be careful not to do too much at one time, that is when I get into trouble and then the pain really hurts. As long as I pace myself, I am okay. That is the key, of course, we all know but there are times when the pacing is off and well, that is not a good thing. I am getting much better at pacing myself. I also have very good friends that help me pace. Several of my good friends don't mind if I have to cut something short, or cancel because of the pain levels. I am thankful for that! I think I am one of the luckier ones because most of my family and friends understand the kind of pain that I do have. They also help remind me that while the pain is awful at times, I don't have a terminal condition. I do try to keep that in my mind all the time. I also have learned not to care what people think if they believe me or not. The people that are important in my life do and that is what counts. I am also glad that I don't look sick. I know for so many that live with people or the people around them judge them and don't believe that they are ill that they do wish they looked sick because then, maybe they wouldn't have to defend themselves a lot. I have always been lucky as far as the fact that my mother never questioned whether I was telling the truth about the pain or not. She believed me and she really went with me through the journey of getting a diagnose and a doctor to help me. I am very lucky because so many do not have this. I had such a good mom. She was behind me and when I was in too much pain, she did whatever she could to help. I do miss her a lot but I am happy knowing that one day we will be together again and we will never be apart. I will meet my great grandmother that mom loved so much too. I think they are waiting for me. Sometimes it seems like I can feel her with me. It is strange but true.
Well, I am getting a bit chilled so I am going to make some hot tea and read for a bit. I hope that this evening was a good one for you too.
So far, 2013 isn't so bad. I have had some major headaches, but overall, it has just been a normal pain month. I received a beautiful note from my friend, Andrea wrote me. She wrote that she prays for the day that I will have no headaches and that it won't be normal to have a headache. She is such a sweet friend. I am thankful we have reconnected through face book. I am thankful that I was encouraged to get on face book because I did reconnect with many school friends and some friends that I didn't know very well in high school are good friends now. It is also a good way to stay in contact with family too. It is easy to send messages to Andrew. It is harder to call him because of the cost. It is very expensive for him to call me because although we are only 2 hours apart, it is across the border to another country so it is best for him to write messages here or email. I do hope to visit with him soon. I did enjoy Christmas Day with him. I like being with him just talking and watching movies. His girlfriend, Angie, also invited me to come and see her whenever I can. I am looking at my schedule to see when this would work. I don't teach a lot but there is a lesson or two everyday or most days of the week. I like that they are spread out because otherwise it would be too difficult for me to teach.
Outside of lessons, I don't have any solid plans for the week. It will just be a regular week. I am hoping to be able to visit with Star. I also would like to discuss with her about the sewing club we are creating. I think that would be really fun. I can do a bit of sewing, I just have to be careful not to do too much at one time, that is when I get into trouble and then the pain really hurts. As long as I pace myself, I am okay. That is the key, of course, we all know but there are times when the pacing is off and well, that is not a good thing. I am getting much better at pacing myself. I also have very good friends that help me pace. Several of my good friends don't mind if I have to cut something short, or cancel because of the pain levels. I am thankful for that! I think I am one of the luckier ones because most of my family and friends understand the kind of pain that I do have. They also help remind me that while the pain is awful at times, I don't have a terminal condition. I do try to keep that in my mind all the time. I also have learned not to care what people think if they believe me or not. The people that are important in my life do and that is what counts. I am also glad that I don't look sick. I know for so many that live with people or the people around them judge them and don't believe that they are ill that they do wish they looked sick because then, maybe they wouldn't have to defend themselves a lot. I have always been lucky as far as the fact that my mother never questioned whether I was telling the truth about the pain or not. She believed me and she really went with me through the journey of getting a diagnose and a doctor to help me. I am very lucky because so many do not have this. I had such a good mom. She was behind me and when I was in too much pain, she did whatever she could to help. I do miss her a lot but I am happy knowing that one day we will be together again and we will never be apart. I will meet my great grandmother that mom loved so much too. I think they are waiting for me. Sometimes it seems like I can feel her with me. It is strange but true.
Well, I am getting a bit chilled so I am going to make some hot tea and read for a bit. I hope that this evening was a good one for you too.
Friday, January 25, 2013
It's Friday!!! 1-25
This afternoon I met up with my friend from high school, Wendy. We do this about every 2 to 3 months. She also had the left behind series she was loaning me. I am super excited about that. I only have Emily tonight as Natalie had hers last night and Acer will have his tomorrow. Natalie auditioned for her school districts' Junior Idol. 25 students from all the schools in the district were chosen. I am so excited that Natalie was chosen. She is a beautiful, talented young lady. We have picked the song and now we just need to edit it to 2 1/2 minutes instead of the full length. Fortunately, Bill knows how to do this so we will be enlisting his help with this project.
I don't really have a lot of plans after teaching a few lessons this weekend. Rick will have his on Sunday but a bit later than usual. It is not a problem for me. His is the only one on that day so outside of church, I don't have set plans. I do need to go do a couple of errands after his lesson, but before that I will be taking my after church nap. Speaking of my sleeping schedule, Wendy and I had a good giggle when we were talking about getting up for the day. She gently reminded me that I don't even get up in the morning. I had to agree, because it is true. I go to bed late and I get up late. I am usually in bed anywhere from 11 pm to 1 am and I get up around 12 noon to 1:30 pm, it all depends on how I slept, how much I woke up, and how exhausted I am. I don't have to get up early so I don't (except for Sundays for church). I am not really a morning person and I never really have been. Mom used to tease me and say she never did manage to completely fix my reversal of day and night. When I was a baby, I mixed them up so Mom had to try to change my natural schedule. I believe I now do live with my natural schedule. Wendy also said that is she didn't have to get up for work, she would do exactly what I do, sleep until noon. So see, it isn't just me!
I have discovered the show, Castle (yes, I am aware it has been on for a few years) and fortunately, TNT shows the re-runs of the show. Now I watch it on Monday at its normal regular spot and the re-runs on TNT. In the last few years since about 1 year before Momma died, I have watched little TV. Mom became afraid TV so we started watching HGTV. She wasn't afraid of that and liked to watch it. Since then I have added back into my schedule Law and Order SVU, NCIS, NCIS Los Angeles, and now, Castle. I also like re-runs of Law and Order.
Emily had a good lesson today. She is a delightful young lady who really enjoys piano. She is such an easy going girl. Emily has played for almost 2 years now and is in level 3. She is really getting notes down pat. She still has some trouble when her hands have to move but overall, I am very pleased with her progress.
Well, it is time for dinner. I had noticed that I was having chipotle a bit too much so I have once again focused on more vegetables and fruits. I am in a bit of a battle because my headache medicine makes people to gain weight so I don't want that to happen to me. It is an uphill battle but I am working on it.
I don't really have a lot of plans after teaching a few lessons this weekend. Rick will have his on Sunday but a bit later than usual. It is not a problem for me. His is the only one on that day so outside of church, I don't have set plans. I do need to go do a couple of errands after his lesson, but before that I will be taking my after church nap. Speaking of my sleeping schedule, Wendy and I had a good giggle when we were talking about getting up for the day. She gently reminded me that I don't even get up in the morning. I had to agree, because it is true. I go to bed late and I get up late. I am usually in bed anywhere from 11 pm to 1 am and I get up around 12 noon to 1:30 pm, it all depends on how I slept, how much I woke up, and how exhausted I am. I don't have to get up early so I don't (except for Sundays for church). I am not really a morning person and I never really have been. Mom used to tease me and say she never did manage to completely fix my reversal of day and night. When I was a baby, I mixed them up so Mom had to try to change my natural schedule. I believe I now do live with my natural schedule. Wendy also said that is she didn't have to get up for work, she would do exactly what I do, sleep until noon. So see, it isn't just me!
I have discovered the show, Castle (yes, I am aware it has been on for a few years) and fortunately, TNT shows the re-runs of the show. Now I watch it on Monday at its normal regular spot and the re-runs on TNT. In the last few years since about 1 year before Momma died, I have watched little TV. Mom became afraid TV so we started watching HGTV. She wasn't afraid of that and liked to watch it. Since then I have added back into my schedule Law and Order SVU, NCIS, NCIS Los Angeles, and now, Castle. I also like re-runs of Law and Order.
Emily had a good lesson today. She is a delightful young lady who really enjoys piano. She is such an easy going girl. Emily has played for almost 2 years now and is in level 3. She is really getting notes down pat. She still has some trouble when her hands have to move but overall, I am very pleased with her progress.
Well, it is time for dinner. I had noticed that I was having chipotle a bit too much so I have once again focused on more vegetables and fruits. I am in a bit of a battle because my headache medicine makes people to gain weight so I don't want that to happen to me. It is an uphill battle but I am working on it.
Wednesday, January 23, 2013
Wednesday 1-23
Today was not a good health day as far as headaches go. I am thankful that I have a good friend, Heather B-T to come and give me the Alsuma shot. Looking back on the day, I should have had her come earlier before I taught, but no, not me, I have to wait until it is almost unbearable. I called her after Allison's lesson. She was able to come over right after she dropped off Calli for an activity. I am so thankful. The headache is back to the normal one so that is good. I now do not have anymore but I will ask the doctor for another sample since they are way too expensive for me to buy. I am going to see if maybe I can get one at a time at the pharmacy this week when the weather gets a bit warmer. It is just really cold out right now so if I don't have to, I do not want to go out. Next week is supposed to be warmer. I sure hope so. This Arctic type weather is not good. It is normal for this time of year, true. It doesn't mean I have to like it.
I did have a few lessons this afternoon/evening. Antoinette will be stopping lessons for a few months. I really like Antoinette and she is doing very well. She says she will be come back and I hope she does. I do also see her on face book from time to time. Aubrey had her lesson tonight. She is an amazing pianist. She has played for just over a year at this point. She started between Christmas and New Year's Day in 2011. Aubrey has finished the 1A, 1B, 2, and almost 3 levels in that time. It is very unusual as most children her age are generally in their 2nd book and since she was 6 when she started, I usually use the prep series. I did not with Aubrey so that is even more spectacular. Aubrey has 2 songs left in her lesson book and is working on the last song in her repertoire book. I am so pleased with her progress. I am planning to have her play a duet with one of the older students because the students her age are not in her level. The only way to have her play a duet with someone in her level means I have to have the teenagers play with her. She is very excited about this too.
Well, I think I will finish watching Castle and then read for a bit before I crawl into bed tonight.
I did have a few lessons this afternoon/evening. Antoinette will be stopping lessons for a few months. I really like Antoinette and she is doing very well. She says she will be come back and I hope she does. I do also see her on face book from time to time. Aubrey had her lesson tonight. She is an amazing pianist. She has played for just over a year at this point. She started between Christmas and New Year's Day in 2011. Aubrey has finished the 1A, 1B, 2, and almost 3 levels in that time. It is very unusual as most children her age are generally in their 2nd book and since she was 6 when she started, I usually use the prep series. I did not with Aubrey so that is even more spectacular. Aubrey has 2 songs left in her lesson book and is working on the last song in her repertoire book. I am so pleased with her progress. I am planning to have her play a duet with one of the older students because the students her age are not in her level. The only way to have her play a duet with someone in her level means I have to have the teenagers play with her. She is very excited about this too.
Well, I think I will finish watching Castle and then read for a bit before I crawl into bed tonight.
Tuesday, January 22, 2013
A Super Cold Day 1-22
The high for today was about 10 degrees F. I had to go and get my protime blood test. I also had to get another handicap card. It cost $10 to replace. I think tomorrow I will stay inside. It is supposed to be cold all week so I think I will be staying home for the week. I will only go out when I absolutely need to. I have soups, bread, lettuce, fruit, and milk so I have plenty to eat this week. I also have enough tea and hot chocolate to stay warm.
Today, before Sammy's lesson, I texted Sam and asked her if she wanted tea or a hot chocolate. She send me back a text saying her choice was hot chocolate. I heated enough water for the both of us. Sammy is such a sweet girl. Her aunt Lorrie signed her up for lessons. Sammy has a lovely voice and she is such a help. I really enjoy her lessons. We are also both Disney fanatics so that is even better. I would say at this point, all the students are a lot of fun. Natalie, Lydia, and Hannah are finished with lessons at this point. The twins, Hannah and Natalie, wish to play for themselves and to focus more on art, which is what they want to do when they grow up. Lydia is working very hard on sewing as at this point she would like to be a fashion designer. All three are very talented. I have some music that I will be dropping off when Patrick and Sarah have their lessons. I was so excited because the piano solo music for Les Miserables came in today. I had to call the girls and let them know. I also posted it on face book. They are very excited about it and the other music I will be bringing them next week.
NCIS and NCIS Los Angeles were re-runs tonight so I watched an episode of SVU that I hadn't seen yet. I tried to watch Dance Moms, but I just am not in the mood for it. I can't watch the insanity of that show tonight. It got too old for me. Yes, I like that the girls dance well, but I really don't care for the other part. I don't miss that from dance that is for sure.
I am really learning a lot from one of the Fibromyalgia Groups I belong to about supplements, vitamins, minerals and what our bodies need. I don't believe you can be cured with these things, just help control the pain, fatigue, and maybe the brain fog. Yesterday I copied a list of symptoms to Fibromyalgia. It is very, very long. Some of them I have, some I don't as Fibro is as individual as we are. Everybody has different things that bother them and how to treat them. I am really hoping that the chiropractor will be able to help me with the nutrition. I am seeing him for controlling the pain, helping the headaches, and also to lose weight. I am learning how our bodies need different hormones to function properly and be in optimal weight. I am reading a book that is very interesting and that is what they talk about, hormones. I am about 1/2 way through. I sent a message to Kathy telling her about book. She can borrow it when I am done. Kathy is doing well with her running 5k. I am so proud of her. She likes to run and she does decided to join this club. This will be her second 5K run. Sometimes, Kathy has Matthew and Jacob run with her. That has to be awesome. Matthew loves basketball and running. I know this week has been tough for running since it is so cold out. She had to stop running one day this last weekend since her toes were very cold and numb. I hope she will be okay running in this weather.
It is girl scout cookie time. I will not get cookies as I know what happens when I have them. I mean to only eat one or two, but well, that just doesn't happen. Mom could do that, but not me. I will end up eating the whole box. They are so addicting to me.
Today, before Sammy's lesson, I texted Sam and asked her if she wanted tea or a hot chocolate. She send me back a text saying her choice was hot chocolate. I heated enough water for the both of us. Sammy is such a sweet girl. Her aunt Lorrie signed her up for lessons. Sammy has a lovely voice and she is such a help. I really enjoy her lessons. We are also both Disney fanatics so that is even better. I would say at this point, all the students are a lot of fun. Natalie, Lydia, and Hannah are finished with lessons at this point. The twins, Hannah and Natalie, wish to play for themselves and to focus more on art, which is what they want to do when they grow up. Lydia is working very hard on sewing as at this point she would like to be a fashion designer. All three are very talented. I have some music that I will be dropping off when Patrick and Sarah have their lessons. I was so excited because the piano solo music for Les Miserables came in today. I had to call the girls and let them know. I also posted it on face book. They are very excited about it and the other music I will be bringing them next week.
NCIS and NCIS Los Angeles were re-runs tonight so I watched an episode of SVU that I hadn't seen yet. I tried to watch Dance Moms, but I just am not in the mood for it. I can't watch the insanity of that show tonight. It got too old for me. Yes, I like that the girls dance well, but I really don't care for the other part. I don't miss that from dance that is for sure.
I am really learning a lot from one of the Fibromyalgia Groups I belong to about supplements, vitamins, minerals and what our bodies need. I don't believe you can be cured with these things, just help control the pain, fatigue, and maybe the brain fog. Yesterday I copied a list of symptoms to Fibromyalgia. It is very, very long. Some of them I have, some I don't as Fibro is as individual as we are. Everybody has different things that bother them and how to treat them. I am really hoping that the chiropractor will be able to help me with the nutrition. I am seeing him for controlling the pain, helping the headaches, and also to lose weight. I am learning how our bodies need different hormones to function properly and be in optimal weight. I am reading a book that is very interesting and that is what they talk about, hormones. I am about 1/2 way through. I sent a message to Kathy telling her about book. She can borrow it when I am done. Kathy is doing well with her running 5k. I am so proud of her. She likes to run and she does decided to join this club. This will be her second 5K run. Sometimes, Kathy has Matthew and Jacob run with her. That has to be awesome. Matthew loves basketball and running. I know this week has been tough for running since it is so cold out. She had to stop running one day this last weekend since her toes were very cold and numb. I hope she will be okay running in this weather.
It is girl scout cookie time. I will not get cookies as I know what happens when I have them. I mean to only eat one or two, but well, that just doesn't happen. Mom could do that, but not me. I will end up eating the whole box. They are so addicting to me.
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