Mom is tired today. I don't know if the Tylenol PM I gave her last night helped her sleep at all. I can't tell. I am going to need to call and make an appointment with her doctor, she hasn't seen her in almost a year. I think she is suffering from depression as well as dementia. She doesn't sleep well either, I think she is awake most of the night. She is interested in a day program. She said she would go, I think it would do her good. They have financial aid available too. I think being with other people would help her a lot. It would help me, maybe they have different things that will help her.
Pain level is medium today since it is not so hot. I had a blood test today too. The nurse got it in one shot, unlike Thursday when they couldn't get it at all. I am sick of these blood tests, and well, of being sick in general. I am tired of it and right now I am really tired of it. I want to work, I want to live and be healthy. I don't feel like I do much except sit around. A lot of good that does. I teach a few lessons a week, I used to teach so much more. I miss my students and my store, life was interesting then. It is so dull now. At least I have two student today. I feel like I live for the few hours I teach and just exist the rest of the time. Mom and I have become bumps on a log, just two bumps, nothing else.
Storms are coming again, just like my mood.
I hope your day is better than mine.
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