I am a bit bummed out today. The new adult student that I thought was all excited to learn to sing better and all that, well, he quit. Yup, after one lesson, he quit. So, since his girlfriend paid for 3 classes I will be refunding 2 of them to her. I didn't put the money in the bank yet, so I still have it in the piggy bank. Also, my 2 fish are dead. Yup, that too. I guess I am not any good at taking care of fish. That kind of makes me sad too. What can I say? it is not my day. I do hope the new student I have this afternoon, for 90 minutes, (I am a bit worried about how long the lesson is) goes well. She has a performance in 3 weeks. I don't know what her worries are about or anything or why they think 90 minutes is needed 2 times a week, I just don't know yet. I shall find out soon enough as they arrive in 25 minutes.
I plan to do some grocery shopping this week. I need to pick up a few things. Not too many, just a few. I also need to go to Windsor next week. I haven't been there in a month.
Yesterday, was the 3 month anniversary of Momma's death. I am a bit better than I was in October, but I still miss her so much. At times, it seems unreal that I won't see her sitting in the living room or coming down the stairs or hearing her call my name. I just can't believe that I won't be with her everyday like I was. I wonder how my brothers are doing, but they are always like, move forward, don't look back. Well, I miss Momma, how can I not look back? She wasn't a big part of their lives like she was mine. For a couple of years at the end, she was my life. I miss taking care of her. I miss her all the time and I am not so sure that will ever change. I know I can move on with my life, but that doesn't mean I don't miss her because I do. I just miss her a lot.
I hope today improves some, because it is just not my day. I am looking forward to the lesson I will teach. That will be in 15 minutes.
I do hope your day is good.
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Sorry you are having a rough day. There seem to be a lot of those going around these days. Praying that tomorrow is much better for you:)
ReplyDeleteI"m having a rough day, too, Heather. You can read about it in my blog post for today when you have time. Also, I don't think men grieve the same as women do. For us, we are more sentimental and remember a lot more memories, it seems, than guys to.
ReplyDeleteBig hugs to you,
Missy