I'm so sorry that you're feeling so much pain :(I hope that everything goes ok tomorrow. Remember that it's ok to lean on other people a bit right now. They know and understand that your world has been turned upside down. Be kind to yourself Heather. You're in my thoughts.
Praying for you Heather. I can't imagine losing my mom. (((hugs))) Thanks for commenting on my blog.
I want you to remind yourself that it is OK to grieve. You have had a great loss. I would encourage you to seek grief counseling after giving yourself some time. If you are not aware of a group in your area, call the local hospital or mental health facility. Grief counseling consists of others who have lost and they help each other through their hard times. hugs