Easter was a good time (even with the 3 hour little nap). Unfortunately, I still am having trouble sleeping between the hours of 2 am and 5 am. If I am asleep before that then that is a good night, but I often wake up around that time and then I can't go back to sleep. It is fear that is keeping me awake. We live in a safe neighborhood, we have been lucky enough not to have a break in in many, many years. I think I was very young the last time and it was neighbor children who were doing. Every little noise in the house just stabs fear in me between those hours. I don't know why. It is just those hours. I need to fix this and I don't know how. I am open to suggestions! I have every door blocked (2 of them have the recycle boxes in front of them mainly for lack of a better place to keep them) the other is blocked only at night. It isn't like I expect a break in, it is just I have never lived by myself before. This is really cramping my sleep and I have a hard time sleeping in the first place because of pain. I have done things to secure the house as best as I can. I know I am partially deaf, but I can hear enough to know if someone were in the house or not. If someone spends the night, I sleep pretty well and am not in fear.
Anyways, outside of that major issue, I am doing alright today. (During the day, I am fine, it is the night that gets me) I had a good day yesterday. I got to see Kathy both Saturday and Sunday so that was the best. I got good hugs from her little ones. The girls are very good huggers. Today is just 2 lessons. I am hoping that by fall I will have more but that is still 4 months away. I can't wait for May! Less rain! More sunshine!!
Gas is getting really high again. The last time this happened we lost the store. I do hope I don't lose anymore students like I did back then. I will be in a big pickle if I lose any students. I am thankful I don't drive very far. I do need to get gas tomorrow though as it is less than a 1/4 tank and I don't like it below 1/2 tank. My trip to Belle River used a 1/4 tank of gas.
We are getting much rain today. Since I am spending the day inside, I don't mind. Apparently, it will rain again tomorrow with 50 degree temperatures. Boy the news is not so good. I usually only watch the 7 pm one but I was watching Oprah. I don't always watch that show, but when I remember I like the show.
I have Army Wives info on my facebook. I love that show (apparently so do some of you!) There will be a new episode next Sunday, thank goodness! I have to eventually watch the entire season 4 that I have on DVD. Yes, I have skipped season 4, not because I won't like it, I know I will, I just haven't been able to remember to watch it when i have time. I also love the shows NCIS! They are soooooo good too! That is about the most of the TV shows that I am addicted to. I do like Dancing with the Stars but if I miss it, it isn't the end of the world. Plus, I never get to see the results show because it is on at the same time as NCIS.
anyways, it has been a good day. I just have my Emily for her lesson later this evening. She is such a cutie!!! I do hope you are having a good day too!